So I know you all probably think I am quite the slacker since I haven't posted in almost two weeks. Well, you are right about the slacker part, but not really because of my blog absence. Ever since I got the good report you would think I would be walking on air and resuming normal function. Don't get me wrong, I certainly and thrilled, thankful, and ecstatic that I am alright, but for some reason I just haven't been able to get myself back into the swing of things. I mean, sure, I fulfill the necessary obligations to get me through each day, but I am missing my normal zest for productivity and general over-achieving. Perhaps it is just the winter doldrums... With all of the crazy freezing rain and hail and snow around here it has definitely thrown me off a little bit. It is very hard to get back into a routine when once a week you are waiting to hear if the interstates have been shut down or something.
I have decided that I must force myself to get out of the house each day, regardless of what appointments/meetings, etc. are going on. Between Wellington and television (two of my biggest weaknesses), I have become quite useless at home. However, I am at my office currently and for some reason after an hour of studying I am incredibly bored and looking for other distractions. These facts have led me to the following conclusions:
1. I have very little to no self-discipline.
2. I have the attention span of toy poodle.
3. I am going to fail comps.
However, I will not be going down without a fight. Once I can muster that fight, and all. So wish me luck, and expect to hear from me more frequently now (because of the obvious attention span/lack of discipline thing). And then wish me luck again. Now to on to something scholarly...
Welcome to my life...
Hello, kind reader, and thanks for coming! You are probably reading this because you fall into one of the following categories:
1. My family
2. My near and dear friends
3. You accidentally typed in the wrong URL
But if, by chance you are not a part of one of those categories I hope you will still take a minute to read some of my posts. What I'm all about is cancer, particularly adolescent cancer. I had it, I owned it, I beat it, and here I am today. I am now getting my doctorate doing research with adolescent cancer patients and survivors. I came out okay on the other end of something awful, and now I want to make a difference by helping others. The way I see it, it's all about support--helping each other, seeing that someone has been there and made it. When I was 16 I felt completely alone, and I don't want others to feel that way. My idea is that maybe we can help each other by talking and sharing our stories. So here are some of mine...
Casey